Thats kind of how I feel .I went to church twice a week with my parents until I was 16 and then I made sure work scheduled me on Sunday just so I didnt have to go.I was 16 and church wasnt "cool" .I had every intention of going back to chucrh when I got older and then something happened, I got the worst luck in the world. Not in sportsbetting just in life . It seem like whenever one thing resolves itself another bad thing is waiting to happen.
It seems like its always something .I tore the ligments in my ankle and before they were even healed I had a probelm with my intestine that before that even healed I tore the ligamnets in my ankle again.6 weeks later my ankle almost heals and I got a herniated disk in my back .Now I have been dealing with a bad back for almost the past year and I just went to the dermatologist this week and he thinks I have skin cancer .It just seems like it never ends .Now if I do have skin cancer I'm going to have to worry the rest of my life everytime I get a zit if its cancer or just a pimple. Why would a god that loves us so much put us through this shit?
Why if someone loved us so much would he put me ,zak and you spx through all this shit in our lives and let people like Paris Hilton be born into riches and never have to do anything for it?
I think there is a god but it might be just because I went to church every week until I was 16 but I really dont care to know him until my life changes for the better.It also seems like the more things I do good to help others the worse my luck becomes. I'm not kidding about bad luck everyone I know says i have the worst luck they ever seen