I lost my ass on the Mayweather KO/UD prop (1400).......and poopoo sends me nudes to text him, so I've been MIA
I lost my ass on the Mayweather KO/UD prop (1400).......and poopoo sends me nudes to text him, so I've been MIA
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Edman, I am pulling for you. I grew up with a couple of raging alcoholics, so I am pretty much always in favor of sobriety.
Now, as for this rock bottom.... we all want to know.
2012: +19.33
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Ill tell you about rock bottom for your perverted pleasures. I was getting out of work and drinking a minimum of 5 drinks a day, a minimum of five days a week. I blew my acl out about 1.5 years ago because my mom went crazy and locked all the doors in the house because she thought people were breaking in(crazy). I had to walk in through the backdoor and the terrain was uneven. I slipped on a slope and fell down the hill. I kept drinking after that, even after my surgery.
I crashed my Honda civic after that and bought a new kia. I still kept going out drinking after that. I spent an insane amount of money and pretty much lost my whole bankroll gambling because I wasn't coherent enough to handicap a fight.
Finally last Saturday I got out of work and after telling myself I wasn't going to drink I went out anyways. I was still sick to my stomach from drinking from the past week and I sat at a bar choking down organic red wine trying to convince myself that I was happy. The next day I was sick of myself and I said fuck it. I'm going to go two days without drinking. I hadn't don't that in months. So I did just that. I hit the gym the next day and Ive been doing it since. I feel much better mentally and physically. I'm starting to look better as well. I swear I aged like 5 years in two years of drinking. That's going by how my face looked. I was starting to get more wrinkles and shit. Dry nasty looking skin. My last drink was this past Saturday. I'm getting actual sleep now and feeling much better.
I still want to drink sometimes but I am resisting the urge. I just don't want to go back to that shit. Luckily its nice out and its usually just a matter of finding something to do.
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I'm not going to lie, that was a disappointing rock bottom story. I was hoping for something involving an asian lady-boy and an 8-ball.
Seriously though, I think you have made a good decision and give you big props on recognizing an issue and attempting to better yourself. Catching it now before any real damage is done is a good call IMO. Good luck man.
2012: +19.33
2012 Parlay project: +16.5u
I didnt quite get to asian lady boy and eight ball and i now feel inadequate. I appreciate the compliment about catching it now. I am glad i did too and i am trying to stay sober and just say fuck alcohol altogether. I dont really need it and i was drinking so much it wasnt even enjoyable. It just became my normal. In am feeling good without it and i am pretty confident i can go a while without it. Mostly because i am just so happy to not be in the middle of a series of hangovers. It really can get miserable. I was never a big drinker before and i actually started out of boredom so hopefully i should be able to return to previous form. Well see.
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^^^^^^you need to message SPX because he's exactly what you just described. Not saying it to be funny or cruel, being serious. He drinks 7 days a week--probably a 6 pack(at least) a night
Glad things are turning around.
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It doesn't sound like it was like train wreck out of control, so that's probably good. Hopefully you can kick it and be a regular person who is allowed to have a beer at a BBQ and not one of these guys that has a melt down if he thinks about alcohol and has to call his sponsor. Personally, I don't drink at all, none. It never really appealed to me, I don't get the allure.
2012: +19.33
2012 Parlay project: +16.5u
I can see that. I used to be that way for a short time when i was younger. I didnt like the taste and had no interest. It can be fun getting shitfaced though. It always was when i was younger. As far as the sponsor thing goes i hve no need for that. My mom told me to go to AA once but i was like fuck that. I was never that far along. I have too much pride for that. Im going to quit the old fashioned way. I might get into yoga soon. I am still detoxing. Alcohol takes a toll on your body. I was drunk for so long i barely realized and when i did i would just go into denial. I know im konda trailing on here but in guess that is in typical edman fashion.
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I was hoping rock bottom had something to do with a cage and being fucked right in the middle of it. I too am disappointed
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I've never been a big drinker, but drank every night for about three months straight when I was going through a divorce. I'd wake up still intoxicated and head into work probably three out of every five days. I hit rock bottom when I woke up still drunk one morning and had to go teach to a classroom full of students for the day. By noon, I was sweating badly and could barley think straight. Looking back, I completely embarrassed that I did that.
Bet I haven't drank five times in the 10 months since then.
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